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Dasein's Blog how do you tell close loved ones what happened... need advice: how to cope with nightmares i had another nightmare about him. this is the second week in a row where he has come into my dreams. the first dream was about him trying to come and find me and me being terrified about him being able to locate me. my dream today was about me confronting him on the telephone and then seeing his face in a restaurant that i use to work at during...	Dasein	5 Entries 9 Comments / 571 Views	need advice: how to cope with nightmares Last activity: 02 January 2013 - 01:10 PM
In Veneration Postmortal Ramblings Nightmares Sometimes I dream. Well, more often than not, I dream now. I don't recall ever dreaming as much before. I chalk it up to a side effect of my new anxiety medication which happens to be doing wonders for my chest pain. I suppose it is a logical trade-off...no chest pain for weird, exotic, illogical, and/or terrifying dreams. Unfortunately,...	BR26	3 Entries 0 Comments / 183 Views	Nightmares Last Entry: 28 December 2012 - 07:04 AM
StarkRaven's Blog A place to hide my darkest secrets New-ish Memory I've been working at getting this down for 2 days. I've struggled a lot with this memory, mainly because it brings together things I already remembered, but I never knew they were from the same incident. The other reason it's so tough is the way that it was triggered. /> Graphic content, please stay...	StarkRaven	2 Entries 1 Comments / 278 Views	New-ish Memory Last activity: 03 January 2013 - 11:29 PM
thisisjay's Blog Anger fades I've often made comments in a joking manner about putting my mom in a nursing home if she ever gets too old to take care of herself. I say it jokingly, but I would. I think she knows that I'm serious too. She said something tonight about me needing to watch out for karma if I did. And it made me so angry. Sometimes she is so...	thisisjay	24 Entries 29 Comments / 2,323 Views	Anger fades Last activity: 02 January 2013 - 03:44 PM
caramelle's Blog whats the point every time i try to get self help its a brick wall almost like there's no help out the for me unless i have ppl around who love me and who want to help but there's no one and im alone and thats the problem its always help for ppl in relationships no one whats to be in a relationship with people like me and if ppl do get in relationships...	caramelle	7 Entries 6 Comments / 837 Views	whats the point Last Entry: 06 January 2013 - 09:15 AM
nash1231's Blog Dear Mom- It's been 7.5 years. We have never talked about what happened. You have never offered to go to counseling with me or even suggested that you think I should go to counseling. You have never asked if I am doing okay. You have never hugged me and said we will get through this, like you have with almost every other thing that has happened in my...	nash1231	1 Entries 1 Comments / 184 Views	Dear Mom- Last activity: 13 January 2013 - 03:55 PM
deebarr's Blog just joined i have been told i am ugly many a time and i am starting to really believe this for the past 2 years now, i have been discreetly using dating sites, in the hope of meeting a lady who i can form a long-term relationship. but not one person has taken a liking to me or has even posted to me showing interest. i know my confidence is very low but i never knew it was this bad. i was never confident about my looks even when i was...	deebarr	3 Entries 8 Comments / 322 Views	i have been told i am ugly many a time and i am... Last activity: 18 January 2013 - 04:58 PM
YoursTruly's With Love A Survivor's Log To Just Be [color="#48D1CC"][font="Impact"]Since my last entry I have just completely shut down and isolated myself from things just so that I can give my mind and heart a break. I've screened phone calls for individuals trying to reach me, haven't signed into many of my social sites and limited my time around my family for...	YoursTruly	30 Entries 21 Comments / 2,260 Views	To Just Be Last activity: 11 January 2013 - 07:47 PM
Amylynn's Blog Just My Thoughts January 12th 2013 So I'm not sure where to start - so i'll just start - i've never done a blog before - I've read some other members blogs and it seems like a good idea - Today is a good day - I feel balanced - and its so good to feel that way - I am kinda sick but i am...	Amylynn	1 Entries 1 Comments / 164 Views	January 12th 2013 Last activity: 13 January 2013 - 03:49 PM
The Beauty in the Storm Seeing past the Hurt Dilemma of written word. Please help. I feel like, if I were to write what happened to me down- to really set it in stone out there on the internet, then, then there's no going back. Then it really did happen to me, not just the me I separate myself from- the abused me- but all of me. It all happened to me. I changed my name when I turned 10, and although I have suffered since...	BelleStorm	2 Entries 2 Comments / 149 Views	Dilemma of written word. Please help. Last activity: 14 January 2013 - 12:10 PM
Transitions frustration I feel incapable and useless at the moment, frustrated with myself. I waste hours of time when I have tons of things to do but I cannot seem to get things done. It is lie I am paralyzed and time flies by and I am not even certain where it goes. There is so much I want to get out, but I can't, the thoughts in my head will not form into words...	chelirach	27 Entries 127 Comments / 3,240 Views	frustration Last activity: 22 January 2013 - 07:50 PM
catsinspace present to be trying, trying to be present is it just me? Stop using rape as a description when it is not rape you are describing example: “that bill raped my bank account” How about demolished, sank, destroyed, even “killed” would be better, and there are so many more words!!! Your bank account was not sexually assaulted. It is not tasteful nor intelligent to casually compare financial...	catsinspace	11 Entries 13 Comments / 980 Views	is it just me? Last activity: 17 January 2013 - 09:51 PM
duecebryant0611's Blog Bitterness Not Alone When I was younger I always could shut off my emotions for people because of what had happened to me.I was always so full of anger,hatred and rage and in all honesty I think that in some ways it helped me to forget about the abuse.My life has always kind of been up and down and relationships were just something I was never good at.I kept my abuse...	duecebryant0611	1 Entries 0 Comments / 130 Views	Not Alone Last Entry: 17 January 2013 - 06:54 PM
Fury Why we pick bad boys Almost thirty years ago, talking to the oversight psychiatrist in an abuse shelter, she asked why I had become hostile during a group meeting. An officer had been telling the group how foreign the thought of a loved one inflicting violence on her would be to her. She went on to say that there was hope for us, that we could find someone who would...	fury	7 Entries 10 Comments / 588 Views	Why we pick bad boys Last activity: 18 March 2013 - 12:47 PM
Floretta's Blog not sure where to start... slowly... I feel myself drifting. It hurts to smile. Fun things are a bore. Lost my appetite. My grades are dropping rapidly. I'm struggling to not hurt myself. I'm fading away slowly....	Floretta	5 Entries 2 Comments / 349 Views	slowly... Last Entry: 18 January 2013 - 07:43 PM
OpheliaMT's Blog Should I? Shouldn't I? Those are the words that have been on my mind since I joined Pandy's. Should I start a blog? Or should I just keep myself to myself more? Heh... well.... going on over a year later, I've started my blog. I need a place to categorise things... to list things... to mark my progression in life. A lot has happened since I joined the...	OpheliaMT	1 Entries 1 Comments / 143 Views	Should I? Shouldn't I? Last activity: 19 January 2013 - 11:46 PM
catmom3's Blog sa healing and triggers breathe MT I'm in pain. my stomach is in knots. I want to puke. I told Diane my med nurse moments ago. she may have her phone off. I have other ways to reach her.	catmom3	5 Entries 2 Comments / 414 Views	breathe MT Last Entry: 20 January 2013 - 09:57 AM
raw&burnt The Good, The Raw & The Burnt Saying Never Those who doubted me will never understand. I'll never heal from this scarring event in my life. Nobody goes through life unscarred. To have gone through life without being scarred it to have never lived. You learn more about people and life by all the trials and tribulations that happen in and around you. As long as their blind loyalty went...	raw&burnt	113 Entries 16 Comments / 5,254 Views	Saying Never Last Entry: 20 January 2013 - 11:35 PM
Monsters come out at night.... Letters to my children Part 3 [font="tahoma,"]This has been the week where I was to write letters to my children then bring them to my therapist. We planned to look them over and decide what I should tell them. Last weekend I wanted them to know everything. Every little detail; the sexual abuse, the emotional abuse, and the barrage of law suits. ...	ButtercupPr	14 Entries 6 Comments / 1,123 Views	Letters to my children Part 3 Last Entry: 21 January 2013 - 01:50 AM
love_me's Blog Journals The Days The days go by the days drag on my life moves faster the world can't stand still the day keep going the hearts keep beating the love is depleting the hearts shake and break the wounds are still open the days go by the wounds fester yet the days move by, slower now than ever the wounds start to heal the days feel longer than ever the...	love_me	5 Entries 3 Comments / 526 Views	The Days Last Entry: 22 January 2013 - 01:18 PM

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