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Not Totally Cleansed

04 August 2005
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[color=purple]It's another day off and dad, who's also home, tells me that mom wants me to clean the house. Dad has done this before. When he wants me to do something, he lies to me and says mom wants me to do it, assuming I favour mom over him. The idea that parents have a favourite child is lost on me, since the idea of a favourite...
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Has anybody seen this film? I love inventive films that deviate from formulaic tripe that's splashed onto our screens every week or so. I love the concept that you could take the bad memories and erase them. If only it were real and if only there were no regrets in the end.I watch films, tv shows, hear music and it all draws me back to how I...
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I can't remember what it was like when I'd seen a sexual violation in a movie or tv show. I can't remember how untriggered I was, but I remember knowing that what went on wasn't right. I don't remember blaming the victim or wondering why the victim didn't do something about it. Must be luxurious for some people to sit back...
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I'm mixed on it all. I avoided the whole trial, or at least tried to, but of course it was hard to. I'm not entirely surprised at the verdict. A few weeks ago, I played, Off The Wall and my mom brought up the whole Michael Jackson ordeal. After a few songs, I had to change the CD; it didn't matter whether he was guilty or not,...
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Guilty?

24 May 2005
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So, I'm at work, and one of the managers is in my way of the salad fridge. I spank his ass to get out of the way, but he's acting like this is kinky. I felt guilty and apologized, saying at Wal-Mart, I'd be arrested for sexual harrassment. I wish I hadn't done that. I was being silly but just crossing the line like that wasn't...
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I was helping my mom run errands on Saturday. I must have been triggered or something, because I couldn't get the images of the incident out of my head. The memories were swimming around and I was still bent on being present in my surroundings. I didn't want to do anything about it. It's like I had r@pe goggles before my eyes and that...
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Dumping

18 April 2005
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Sometimes I'm greatful for being on this board, sometimes I'm not. I hate that I belong to a site where I'm processing my trauma and emotional/sexual scars. I just have this huge knot in my gut and part of it is PMS. I just feel like I want to barf all my feelings until I'm empty. I hate dealing with my feelings. You can't...
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Last Night On A&E

15 April 2005
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As usual, I was flipping the channels when I happened upon a profile of a serial r'ist. He talked like he was some helpful neighbour next door, talking about how he just wants to be liked, how he wishes he could help all the victims he r'd, but at the same time, he's r'd so many women and admitted he'd do it again if released...
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