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I went on a date with this guy a couple of nights ago. He's also vegan and an atheist and we get along. He attempted to kiss me and I missed it, going for a hug but then double-backing on the kiss. He wants to hang out again and I said yes, to possibly seeing "The DaVinci Code" over the weekend.
This is the best date I've had in years and it's with a man! I'm so disappointed in the lesbian community that I don't care if I end up married to a man. I wouldn't be surprised if we had kids either. My family would be thrilled over it anyway and my friends whom I came out to would be baffled but relieved, I'll bet. Who knows when or if I'll date women again?
At times, I think it's safer dating someone of the opposite sex. There's anxiety that runs through me when it comes to sexy women. Whenever I'm in a situation where I'm surrounded by other GLBT's or on a date with a woman, I can't relax. I'm excited and scared at the same time. This whole sexuality ties into the violation but only in that it messed me up. People will try to rationalize what they will, but that's their own personal issue that has to do with them and not with any rational facts or common sense.
This guy is good. The last guy is too unavailible and too self-absorbed. There are two other guys who I think of and are sexy to boot.
Maybe I'm straight and don't like to be?
I'm trying to go with the flow and it's hard. I hate labelling myself and I especially hate when others do this to me. I may die alone someday after being divorced or widowed or separated. I believe there's no guarantee of happiness when you find love. That's just the beginning, not just the end of one thing.
This is the best date I've had in years and it's with a man! I'm so disappointed in the lesbian community that I don't care if I end up married to a man. I wouldn't be surprised if we had kids either. My family would be thrilled over it anyway and my friends whom I came out to would be baffled but relieved, I'll bet. Who knows when or if I'll date women again?
At times, I think it's safer dating someone of the opposite sex. There's anxiety that runs through me when it comes to sexy women. Whenever I'm in a situation where I'm surrounded by other GLBT's or on a date with a woman, I can't relax. I'm excited and scared at the same time. This whole sexuality ties into the violation but only in that it messed me up. People will try to rationalize what they will, but that's their own personal issue that has to do with them and not with any rational facts or common sense.
This guy is good. The last guy is too unavailible and too self-absorbed. There are two other guys who I think of and are sexy to boot.
Maybe I'm straight and don't like to be?
I'm trying to go with the flow and it's hard. I hate labelling myself and I especially hate when others do this to me. I may die alone someday after being divorced or widowed or separated. I believe there's no guarantee of happiness when you find love. That's just the beginning, not just the end of one thing.
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