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Deluded & Worthless

Posted by raw&burnt , 13 October 2005 · 51 views

For me to be in love, with a man or woman, is to delude myself. I can't see it. I want to, so badly, because you'd think that when people say, "Don't worry, it'll happen to you too", that they have some magic potion that'll make its way into your drink and you'll find love. Man, I feel so worthless right now.
I'm also tired and weary.

((((raw&burnt)))) if ok...
I need to learn to Love Without Fear. I go up and down. I don't want sex to make me feel worthy and end up feeling worthless. I'm fighting within myself how to fix my thought processes.

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