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fuck wat have i done

20 October 2007

Posted by AMYS1974

It was in my head and I had to get it out. I was evasive about it wen I wrote it. but u can tell what I'm talking about. I was stupid and put it on two separate blogs. Public blogs. I don't know why. I do know why. I want help so bad I want people to know why I'm like this. I hate it. i hate every part of it and i want it out. wat...

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who am i?

20 October 2007

Posted by AMYS1974

I feel incredibly depressed and alone. I don't have any friends right now. well I do but they are so far away. I can't seem to make any connections with people. it sucks. I feel jealous of people with friends. it's stupid I've never been a jealous person before. i hate this. what have i become? this is insane. i hate myself...

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so frustrated

18 October 2007

Posted by AMYS1974

So today I went and filed the signed papers so the divorce can finally go thru. I have to wait about a week but better than nothing I guess. I failed emissions!!!! I am so pissed. I've never failed before and the check engine light has been on ever since we bought the van in two thousand one! So still not registered!...

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so pissed!

17 October 2007

Posted by AMYS1974

So today I was going to call the courts to get my court date so this stupid divorce can finally be over and I get a letter from the clerk of court saying I didn't serve my ex papers.... I did! I didn't however turn in the signed papers cuz I didn't realize I needed to! It would have been nice if the lady I turned in the...

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hi

16 October 2007

Posted by AMYS1974

good morning. Well last night i was feeling so lonely. I don't know why. I just felt all alone. And like on my lunch break I wanted to be alone but of course Roman had to come sit with me. It was annoying I just wasn't in the mood for his crap. But how weird huh. I felt lonely but I wanted to be alone. That I can truly say I never...

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ur morning my nite

15 October 2007

Posted by AMYS1974

I work nights so altho it's nine o clock in the morning I'm about to go to bed. I wanted to write. I needed to write. Last night at work was rough. I kept getting flashbacks and my stomach would tense up so much it hurt. I'm on my period so it made my cramps worse all the tension. Anyway, I kept changing things at work and...

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introduction

14 October 2007

Posted by AMYS1974

Hello, my name is Amy. I'm here becuz I can't run from the truth anymore. It won't let me. I was raped by my husband....soon to be ex.....over two years ago. It wasn't the first time he raped me but it was the most brutal and most shocking. The funny thing is I stayed for awhile. I went completely numb, no emotions nothing. ...

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