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He tells me over and over again that he'll do something...sometimes as minor as washing the dishes and never does it. Maybe that isn't trust, that's just me being a pain in his ass and making me feel like his mother rather than his wife. That's a big issue too. I hate having to pick up after him or wait for him to do something.
Guess that trust comes more with the issues he and I had a couple years ago with his daughter. Maybe I'm being too hard on him, but dammit....I just wanted someone I could be an equal with. Someone to share the burdens and joys of my life with and instead I got a little kid who whines and tries everything he can to get out of doing things around the house. I'm so sick of it. :tear:/>
Then...there's tomorrow :bawling:/>
Tomorrow is the day I have to go get the uterine biopsy done. I'm so scared. It wasn't suppose to be until next week but they moved it to tomorrow because I started my period AGAIN...and it's apparently better to do it around that time. I'm scared of the pain...and I guess, I'm scared of the outcome too.
I need some pocket riders tomorrow with me...if anyone is willing. My husband will be there with me, too...to hold my hand when the pain gets to be too much. I hope it's not as bad as some say.