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my best friends are my dogs and my grandbaby. my mom has alzheimers. talking to her is more useless. my sister is now my boss so that doesn't work anymore. dad & i still haven't spoken in years. i do have 1 real friend that i can talk to but i hate unloading on her all the time.
i was in my sis' office today and she was adding all kinds of people as her friends. she was joking about it..saying she had totally forgotten some of those people existed. amazing, some of the people i had requested friends for that we had both grown up with, friended her and mine still says pending....wth???
my ex sis in law, the only one from that family that ever gave a shit about us, or atleast that's what i thought....she made a new facebook page and friended my girls and didn't even send me a request. really? wow. i deleted her phone number from my phone. at first i thought she had maybe overlooked it, but if my girls are there...
maybe this is why people don't like me. i'm just too damn depressing. i used to be fun, i think. am i too bitchy?? do i complain too much?? or did i just push everyone away cuz i wanted to be left alone??
maybe it's cuz i hate myself. i hate myself so others hate me too. what a wonderful thought.