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About Milkshake, the cat

It all started when I was little, I don't really know how or why but for some reason I became a cat lover when I was young, I would chase them the moment I saw them and I was soon owning a dozen of cat plushies since my parents wouldn't allow me to have a real pet.

Then it happened, when I was 15 going through high school a friend of...
Listening to a screamy hard metal song (my brother's taste) I remembered something that made me wanna write it down even thought I had already summited one entry today... I guess I'm doing thise because I can... I haven't had my computer in a few weeks since my charger died horribly and now I'm left using a spare computer that...

And again...

Again it's been a long time since last time I posted... why do I keep forgetting to write something down? I do remember I promised a friend of mine to keep a diary of sorts... he insisted I did it so I wouldn't forget him again or any of my friend like it happened before yet I keep forgetting and my usual excuse is I didn't have the...

Better?

It's been some time since I wrote something down and in comparison I think I feel a little better but am I?

My husband says he feels I'm going back to who I used to be, stronger, decided and what not but in the end I still feel lost, I still feel unbalanced... so, what's true? Am I really getting better?

It's not like I've...
It's been a long time since the last time I posted something here... probably because my life has become quite a drama... so hectic and stressful.

Again with problems, my family is leaving Guatemala; my mother and sisters left last month and my father and brothers are leaving next month, I cannot keep my cat Milkshake so they're taking...

Under pressure

Well, another week is almost over... XD

It's 15th September and here in Guatemala is a holiday, the celebration of the Independence of Guatemala, history would say differently about the date but it's ok, people like it anyway.... and I got a day off so it's cool... I wish I had this day off on the 29th of July cause it's my...
It's been a week and I still feel like shit... stressed, worried, going up and down this emotional roller coaster of mine...

Something... terrible happened last week and sometimes it still bothers me to think back and wish for something different but I cannot change the past and I cannot wish for something better than what happened.

My...
What can I say about self injury?

Well... I can say: loads? but I would be lying, there's still so much in the darkness about it to me that I'm afraid to face.

Last week I got together with a friend of mine, she has some issues and I heard from another friend that she tried to hurt herself... so I tried to set up a date, talk and get...
What can I say about self injury?

Well... I can say: loads? but I would be lying, there's still so much in the darkness about it to me that I'm afraid to face.

Last week I got together with a friend of mine, she has some issues and I heard from another friend that she tried to hurt herself... so I tried to set up a date, talk and get...

Hi... everyone

Well, I do remember writting this back in 2007 or 8 when I registered here but anyway... this is me.

My name is Rebeca, I was born in Peru's capital Lima (that's South America) and I lived there until I was 9 when I traveled with my family to Guatemala a country in Central America, I continued to live there and maybe remain here for the...
 

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