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Fucked up

My life is so fucked up and I know it. My life is pretty much done for and nothing will keep it from fucking up even more. Life just seems to bite me in the ass all the time but hopefully I will finally be able to be happy. I hope that I will finally be able to turn the corner and be able to smile. I wish there was a lot more to my life but instead it is worthless. My life is so WORTHLESS at least it is at this oint and time and until things improve I guess I can continue to look around with a smile on my face.
Reporting is a pain in the ass. I know that it is a good and necessary move but trying to communicate only through e-mail is so damn pathetic and complicated.
Whatever life goes on and in the end I minus well go puke.
I think I am horrible I so badly want to just be back to the person I was with my eating disorder and my cutting, but I know if that I cause myself too many problems I am going to have problems finding jobs when I finally want to do counseling and I don't want to have problems.

Oh Well
-Samantha-
 

1 Comments On This Entry

It just feels like your life is worthless, its not. You are just going through a bad time now, things will turn around. Hang in there. foreverhurt
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