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Big Apology

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I feel really bad that some people were upset or offended by an answer I made yesterday. If one of those people were YOU, please accept my apology. I didn't mean to upset you, and I did put in a big TRIGGER warning just in case.

I guess I just speak my mind, especially if I am trying to...

My partner hurt me

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Alot of things happend last nite that really hurt me. Maybe its all in my mind. I don't know. But part of me is so fucking angry, and so fucking hurtl I could take a broken bottle and just mash it over and over into my face. I was trying to talk to my mom about why she let me be abused. My...

Perpetual state of decay

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I wish I could turn off my brain, or at least 3/4 of it. I think too much and feel all the wrong things at the wrong times. Maybe its boredom. Thats killing me I know. For those of you who don't know it, I'm on house arrest. Its driving me fucking nuts. I don't understand how this is...

Flashback Hangover

[b][color="#8B0000"][size=3][font="Comic Sans MS"]Last night basically sucked. This mornign it felt good to get some things written down. But now I feel WORSE than I did this morning. Its like a frickin flashback hangover. I feel drained, weak, head hurts, and just kinda bitchy. I could go off on someone, which isn't like me at all. I just...
[size=4][color="#800080"][font="Comic Sans MS"]I'm not sure how I will handle this. For years I have kept my own journal or blog in my head. Reading and re-reading it all the time. Adding to it... Its sometimes hard for me to actually sit down and physically write things. So much comes and goes though my head. Part of its my bipolar. It...
 

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