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four: stop thinking so much jerk!

Posted by pandrew , 18 July 2014 · 105 views

it's hard for me to shut my brain down. especially at night, but generally, it just *goes* sometimes. i've never learned to stop it. mostly when it happens, it's like 12:30 in the morning, and i start worrying, "how the hell am i going to pay off my student loans before i die?" or "what if i don't get myself together young enough to enjoy life and find so...


three: be positive! love something! unfurl yourself!

Posted by pandrew , 15 July 2014 · 67 views

i think it's important to talk about positive things. i.e. not just CSA and messed up families and how afraid i am of what people will think about me when eventually i tell them (because i know that day's coming and i'm smart enough to know that my friends are good people who will probably love me even more.)
but so: i make paper on my spare time....


why i didn't talk

Posted by pandrew , 13 July 2014 · 87 views

(one) because for the longest time it was just in the background of my childhood, like a gene that activates in your teenage years and makes hair grow out of your mole at a funny angle.
(two) because i didn't think it was a big deal.
(three) because i need everybody to like me, and if i told people that i'm a survivor of rape and sexual abus...


first blog post/kind of a mission statement thing

Posted by pandrew , 13 July 2014 · 102 views

hi pandy's. my name is pandrew. it's not a real name. probably you knew that without me telling you. but anyway. i'm creating this blog because for a long time i have been considering publicly opening up. as in, you know, everybody. i just turned thirty last year, and started dating, and realized that because very few of my friends and even family members...

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