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That crushing feeling

Posted by Esperanza9224 , 08 October 2014 · 51 views

"Hey mommy, I bet Dad would really like this ".
The words said by my 4 year old, who has never had a dad. The item was a hockey figurine in a store. His grandfather doesn't watch, play or talk about sports.
"Sweetie, you don't have a dad."
Was all I could think of to say. I did my best to stay calm. I didn't raise my voice (octaves don't count). I put th...


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how am I going to get past this trigger?

Posted by Esperanza9224 , 25 June 2014 · 44 views

I just remembered I have an appointment to get an IUD in 15 days.
I'm kinda having some extreme panic moments over it. I trust my physician; she's always been great.
But I've never mentioned anything about how bad it was. Or what happened. I've become very good at dodging questions and "forgetting" to book any invasive tests.
I have a pointy little...





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