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Hoping She Drank Enough to Not Remember?

Posted by ALP , 22 June 2014 · 158 views

Last night I went out with my older sister and her friends for the first time because I was staying with her at her apartment. My sister and I have always had a complicated relationship because we dealt with the abuse we faced as children very differently. I was the one who talked about it but was also stuck in the past. I was younger and I had it harder...


I woke up with my heart pounding for a very different reason than it had been when I went to sleep

Posted by ALP , 11 June 2014 · 197 views

I first realized what happened to me after my ex (the one who R me) came to visit me at school after we had broken up. It was after that weekend that I had my first R nightmare. A couple months later I had the next nightmare. The first two were very clearly about the R but last night I had another one and this one was different. 
I posted...


Does He Know What He Did?

Posted by ALP , 04 June 2014 · 306 views

My boyfriend abused me last year (the full story is in my first blog post) and I have understood since joining this page that it was R (though, I can't say it yet). I guess my question is, does he know what he did? We were in a sexually active relationship and for the first few months I was very happy to have sex with him. I don't totally know when or why...

June 2014


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