Jump to content

bella06's Blog



Posted by bella06 , 31 August 2014 · 147 views

It hurts when I look at you
Your chin raised so high
So full of self-virtue
You don’t hear my cry
Your eyes full of judgment
As you survey around
Your lips spill your disappointment
As my confidence you pound
Your words so critical
Delivered with a smile
Your opinion of me brutal
Your own child you revile
For years I have tried...


Exposing Secrets

Posted by bella06 , 23 May 2014 · 256 views

I asked my mom why she wouldn't talk to me about her cop boyfriend.  She would bury my conversation, or bringing up the situation, as if nothing ever happened.  The thing that bothers me even more about this is she was a victims advocate for 15 years; helping people who were victimized in all sorts of situations.  I spent half that time vol...


Traded In

Posted by bella06 , 21 May 2014 · 269 views

I always had a weird feeling from him, but my mother re-assured me she was in love with this man--her boyfriend.  He moved in, a police officer, a very short time after they had been dating.  Times when my mother was not home were the times he began crossing my boundaries.  He would sit next to me on the sofa when I was doing...

July 2016

24 252627282930

Recent Entries

Recent Comments


Pandora's Aquarium, Inc. is not intended to be a substitute for professional assistance. All members and visitors are encouraged to establish a relationship with a trained counselor, therapist, or psychiatrist. Pandora's Aquarium, Inc. offers rape and sexual abuse survivor-to-survivor support only. Despite any qualifications staff or members possess, they are not engaged in a professional relationship with any other member. Survivors in crisis are urged to seek local help by contacting 911 or their local rape crisis center. Use of this website constitutes acceptance of the Terms of Service located here.