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Posted by bella06 , 31 August 2014 · 17 views

It hurts when I look at you
Your chin raised so high
So full of self-virtue
You don’t hear my cry
 
Your eyes full of judgment
As you survey around
Your lips spill your disappointment
As my confidence you pound
 
Your words so critical
Delivered with a smile
Your opinion of me brutal
Your own child you revile
 
For years I have tried...


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Exposing Secrets

Posted by bella06 , 23 May 2014 · 63 views

I asked my mom why she wouldn't talk to me about her cop boyfriend.  She would bury my conversation, or bringing up the situation, as if nothing ever happened.  The thing that bothers me even more about this is she was a victims advocate for 15 years; helping people who were victimized in all sorts of situations.  I spent half that time vol...


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Traded In

Posted by bella06 , 21 May 2014 · 69 views

I always had a weird feeling from him, but my mother re-assured me she was in love with this man--her boyfriend.  He moved in, a police officer, a very short time after they had been dating.  Times when my mother was not home were the times he began crossing my boundaries.  He would sit next to me on the sofa when I was doing...





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