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Posted by PinkWalls , 09 June 2014 · 89 views

A high school boy repeatedly pushed his crotch up agaist my shoulder in the bus today. i dot know if it was on purpose or not, the bus is usually full, though wasnt as full at the time.... decided to get off and walk instead.

Intentional or not, cant help the feeling of wanting to rip my shoulder off. Been scratching at it repeatedly trying to get rid of that lingering sensation.

This pain feels good. It makes me think of SI again. its been years since i did that. Despite the soothing medication ive taken, its what i really need.

Im sorry. Just this once.
I PROMISE .



There is nothing to be sorry about Pink, we all struggle sometimes. Please try to take gentle care of yourself hun, you deserve love and healing, not more pain, not more harm. I'm here no matter what you do <3

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