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Posted by haylee , 30 April 2014 · 34 views

Well so much for not letting them get to me was out with my mam today well I call her a mum but she didn't deserve. That title talking about my brother inlaw like he is the most amazing person in the world I think that is what upsets me more she said she belive's me but she obviosly didn't love me anoth to protect me I hate her



Posted by haylee , 28 April 2014 · 40 views

I always try and push my fears deep down and it works for a while I feel normal or kinda normal but they never stay there for long something always comes along sometimes are better then others I don't self harm no more but some times I feel like I want to just do it but I don't want them to have won they have made my life a living hell and I am not letti...



Posted by haylee , 23 April 2014 · 53 views

Upto now I have just put about my Mam knowing but the first time I was abused I did tell my Nana and sister I was on the computer when I told my Nana and sister that I woke up to my mams partner in my bed touching me at the time they were both upstairs asleep in my bed so my Nana ran upstairs and came down arguing with my Mam she was saying that he was dr...


why do you not belive me

Posted by haylee , 23 April 2014 · 79 views

I remember when I told my Mam I had been raped it was late At night I woke her up and said "Mam he raped me" I didn't expect her response "are you sure you are not in a relationship with him" my heart sank she said not to tell my sister because she would stop me seeing her kids she said she would text him that was 3 years ago now I live with my dad and wh...


why can't I hate u

Posted by haylee , 21 April 2014 · 62 views

why can't I hate u You were such a good mother untill you met him you stopped caring for your kids we suffered now we are So messed up we even try and see who iS more messed up they say its them but who can it be you have let your 2nd husband and your friend abuse me you have let my bRother inlaw rape me but yet you Don't get mad you just defend them how can a mother do tha...

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