What Happens Next?
Does anyone else feel like this year is on fast forward?
Hello, my name is Harmony Lyn and I am a survivor. Not just of SA but of alot of things. (I survived waking up with out wanting to break my alarm clock for example..)
Life has been changing for me since I first started calling myself a survivor almost 8 years ago. After 5 years of not wanting to ever date again, more on that in future blogs, I finally met someone that is a dream. Not just in the smart, handsome, supportive way, but the way that he knows when I am having a moment (as I like to call it) without having to ask or say anything, and yet he doesn't make me feel like a weirdo for having my said moment.
I had a wonderful job that I loved dearly, but unfortunately the job did not love me back, and I had to go my separate ways at the end of February 2014.
SO I have to ask, what happens next? Sure I start the application process again, and try not to lose faith. I need to start believing that when my family, friends, and professional colleagues tell me that everything will be alright and I am not going to be unemployed forever!, it is the truth.
I also need to stop worrying so much about my past and what has happened. I am opening a new chapter in my life and I need to not be so scared.... But how do you tell someone who lived with fear for over 5 years every day, not to be afraid??
I guess that is the lesson I am starting to learn now..
**While that is a bit of a ramble, I hope it makes a bit of sense....