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Still water

Posted by Qrious , 24 February 2014 · 156 views

I can hear pins and needles. I'm Dissociating so wildly at the thought of going back to that horrid over-warm room that time has turned to mud.

Feel ready to sleep. Sleep feels possible. So dissociation is good?

Remember this other-worldly calm, hon. It's like having dived too deep in a still warm ocean. Whatever comes, this now felt like here is good, even if you know you're about to panic when you try to take the next breath underwater.

I think if Tm is bad, I might be able to dive down here again.

Sitting with you. I hear and recognise your pain and fear.

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