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Dissociation, integration and healing- my personal thoughts

Posted by Mand , 16 March 2014 · 153 views

What I have noticed, what I now think. The resistance in me occurs due to an awareness that by looking at an event in my past objectively as an adult, means I am going to have a dramatic change about my perception of it. In my mind, my child perspective is 'safe', because it is not causing me 'pain' in a conscious sense. It is locked up too tight.



The Calm

Posted by Mand , 16 March 2014 · 106 views

I have avoided my house of Mand's for a while. I entered such a shocking state of turmoil and pain after my last session with my T, when I spoke about The Silent One for the first time, that I have not been able to go there. Instead I have felt anger. This is so unusual - this red emotion. I have had to work hard on not lashing out at my DH or children, b...

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