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Posted by whodatninja , 04 March 2014 · 145 views

had a good session at massage therapist. she did great work. I felt a lot better. I'm as relaxed when I'm stoned. best money I spent. I decided to treat myself to dinner and some wine. when I returned home family was surprised at the change that I was happy. they of course assumed I was on drugs. I told them I went to a massage therapist because my doctor...



Posted by whodatninja , 04 March 2014 · 118 views

got there early at office and trying not to panic. last time I had someone work on my back was maybe 8 years ago. real great shiatsu by that tiny lady walking on my back to get out all the knots. but I got too relaxed. -_- I'm afraid of embarrassing myself . I can't be tense otherwise it would be a waste of 60 dollars. Krishna help me keep it together.


keeping appointments

Posted by whodatninja , 04 March 2014 · 134 views

after midnight I was able to go to sleep since I knew RJ wasn't stopping by. I didn't take a sleeping pill because I had an appt today. I wish I did. had another brutal nightmare about RJ beating and raping me. woke up sick. ran into bathroom gagging but didn't puke (yay). mom is surprised I'm up early. i told her the sun was in my face (big lie I'm a hea...

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March 2014


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