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Posted by whodatninja , 30 March 2014 · 32 views

It feels like im spinning my wheels. Im just stuck here floating around progressively feeling worse with no way out. Just counting the days until i can leave this place. I took everything down off the walls and starting packing stuff. I dont know if im really going or if theyre just yanking my chain but im going to leave and just start over with the cloth...



Posted by whodatninja , 30 March 2014 · 56 views

Im really not feeling with it and its only gotten progressively worse. Theyre just lying to me as usual. I know theyre planning something horrific. I havent gotten everything together yet since i was down last week with bad cold/flu/whatever. I want to leave sooner. The longer i stay im going to lose my shit. I dont want to be some gibbering mess in some...


still unwell

Posted by whodatninja , 30 March 2014 · 38 views

I really dont want to go to this sobriety meeting tomorrow. I have to go twice a week. I have to go as part of probation agreement. I will show up but im not talking to anyone. I really dont want to. I would rather just be left alone. I think my stress levels are too high because that damn noise is starting again. I dont see how these stupid meetings w...


frustrated with people

Posted by whodatninja , 30 March 2014 · 72 views

Im getting sick of people in general. Nag nag nag nag nag im always doing something wrong im not following the rules. I need to shape up they say. I cant even rant without somebody taking some damn offense. Im going to just not bother. I dont trust anyone. They will just find some way to get at me. Its always my fault somehow. Always conform to something...

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March 2014


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