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Posted by whodatninja , 23 April 2014 · 119 views

Keeping a super distance from my ex or anybody that shows remote interest in me. I just dont want to be bothered. Im too messed up in the head and besides who would want to date someone like that? My family really working my case since im gonna be 30 soon. I wish they stopped reminding me. I have no friends to invite to a party. So thats going to be fun s...


with half a mind

Posted by whodatninja , 23 April 2014 · 91 views

Im thinking of rolling up to the clinic and getting my clone to get me some painkillers or just buying them off DK. He concerned that i take too much and i told him yeah i take enough to down a horse but i dont want to feel shit at all. I cant do another day of this. San diego looks real nice right now...


just too much

Posted by whodatninja , 23 April 2014 · 105 views

The pain is really bad. I keep telling myself just one more day springtime will be over soon but its driving me crazy. I drink and chain smoke and mom is concerned about me hitting the bottle super hard. I told her im in pain and everyone is telling me to stop drinking. They should try being in pain all over every day morning noon night just endless relen...

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April 2014


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