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obedient zombie

Posted by whodatninja , 23 February 2014 · 92 views

started the new drugs doctor prescribed and they finally got a combination that works. I really don't want to resign myself to erasure. I know once it fully kicks in i'll have that veneer of being happy but continue to have nightmares because of my feelings I shove down. hence I take a sleeping pill so I won't have to dream. the new sleeping pills work ve...


not wanting to disappear

Posted by whodatninja , 23 February 2014 · 93 views

i want to exist but as my true self not as something everyone else says I should like family or therapists or society. why is it that nobody trusts my judgment? why is it everyone else assumes they know better than me?? yet when I do as they suggest (order) they wonder why I'm so unhappy. they want me to be an obedient zombie with a Pollyanna outlook. if...

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February 2014


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