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Posted by whodatninja , 12 August 2014 · 75 views

Ex called and left nasty messages upset because I wasn't answering my phone (its broken and I can't afford to fix it), not being online (can't affore that either) and not talking to him often enough (I dont have anything to say). I told him im sick again. I cant trust him with getting me medicine and I paid for food toiletries and the like so why is he...


doing stupid things

Posted by whodatninja , 12 August 2014 · 72 views

RJ and even the ex claimed they were concerned about my dope habit. I'm like wtf for one, i don't do it that often and two, i don't do a whole lot like some others who overdo it. when they talk about getting some from others, i ask them to save me a few. then they do the whole 'concerned' bullshit. i have chronic pain. they know this. i'm banned from gett...


when it gets to be too much

Posted by whodatninja , 12 August 2014 · 168 views

Thr pain is overwhelming. Everything with a joint nerve ending whatever is blasting off too many signals of horrific paralysing pain. I can't sleep. I toss and turn im up and down. The pain is going to drive me crazy. With all the rioting and all that blah about that actor and everything else going on, nobody is going to miss some random brown person. M...


ghost illness

Posted by whodatninja , 12 August 2014 · 105 views

I have phantom pains again. I don't feel like eating but do it anyway so I won't pass out. I feel nauseous but nothing ever comes up when I do have dry heaves. I go through the motions of work though nothing is registering. I pretend to listen/care when talked to. Im still invisible to them. It pisses me off. They're still rioting out here. It's just y...

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