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Posted by whodatninja , 11 August 2014 · 96 views

i can't bring myself out of bed, to get up and dressed, to go out. i can blame the riots still happening here, the fighting, the police, and the ex is annoyed i'm not over at his place across town. i feel sick and drained, like i'm not really here, like i'm shutting down and i hope i don't wake up. robin williams finally took himself out. he couldn't take...


that person with my face

Posted by whodatninja , 11 August 2014 · 76 views

it's probably my own stupidity that i'm always getting hurt and used. it's easier than fighting like i used to, since i always got punished worse for fighting. so i put up with it, since they're going to beat me down to get their way anyway. i was thinking how the hell i ended up here when the ex was using me like some ragdoll, even after i became despond...



Posted by whodatninja , 11 August 2014 · 82 views

After some cop shot some unamred kid in the street, it went down blazing out here. I left a bit early before the riots started, went back to mom's to pick up some things and go back to ex's place. I just needed out of the house and being over there to "keep him company" isn't any healthier either. (drinking heavily and disaocciating again, yay)....

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August 2014


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