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too early to drink

Posted by whodatninja , 07 July 2014 · 139 views

got smashed last night knowing i have to get up. i told mom to wake me at 7 knowing she will get me up at 6.30. i'm slow dragging as fuck today. i made it to the bathroom by 7.30 the kitchen by 8. i will prolly be out the door by 10 so i can get there by 1. I did well over the holidays. i had 2 drinks which i brought myself to an otherwise dry party, found myself a corner and ignored everyone. and i stayed in my room once i got home. told myself i can manage 2 a day. i did. but this morning i really want a drink before i go. maybe steel my nerves. im sick and tired of being nice. but i have to pretend.

Jul 07 2014 05:07 PM
thanks :)

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