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Posted by whodatninja , 24 June 2014 · 91 views

I want to punch my sister in the face. she's always critisicing me over every damn thing. i never do anything right according to her. washing the dishes, doing the laundry, cooking. i told her she can do it herself and shut up, but then im lazy if i don't do anything and stay in my room. it's too hot to be drinking again and my radio's broken so i can't tune out her voice. i broke another tooth grinding my teeth so hard >_<
she's slacking off again on this damn project, waiting on me to pick up the pieces. i told her no i refuse and have my own things to do. i'm mentally and physically exhausted and don't want to look at computer code. the stress is making me hurt again and i'm fiending for painkillers >_< i have enough for a bottle of cognac. i might get some and just hide in my room with the lights off and ac on blast... i wish people didn't talk to me. they never have nice things to say.
i already feel like shit because i can't move these damn books. i just have to accept most people are stupid. i can't be a shit writer if nobody fucking reads.


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