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annoyed as all get out

Posted by whodatninja , 13 May 2014 · 143 views

RJ adomished me for wanting an xbox 360. he asked me what i wanted and i told him. he said i'm being childish and need practical things. i told the idiot i'm using it to program on to make money. comptuers are beyond him. the idea of anyone making money programming is over his head. i told him all those apps he use somebody wrote them on a comptuer. he thinks i just dick around on the internets watching pornos all day or something. this family really pisses me off. i fucking work. i work hard. they think i'm being stupid because it's not 'real work'. because i don't punch a clock loathing my job filing papers and dealing with assclowns all day somehow i'm not working 'hard enough'. it's idiots like them the reason why i struggle. it's a lot of work i have to do, many hats. i tried explaining it to RJ and mom and they just glassed over. ugh. idiots. it's not easy writing, publishing, marketing, advertising, coding, debugging, testing, drawing ... just having to do everything that requires a goddamn team. i'm only one person. and yet to have a 3 month turnaround (when yet another computer isnt failing)?! that's fucking fast FOR ONE PERSON. a completely edited novel, a complete bug free game, especially a 10-hr rpg in 3 FUCKING MONTHS WTF but does anyone give me credit? no, just fucking more bullshit haterade. >_<

They are used to seeing finished products that work. They don't get how hard it is to get it to that point. 


I have more than once (dealing with people that know better) had to tell them that my magic wand is broken and I have to do it the hard slow way.

:metoyou: I wish you could get away from all these people who do not want to 'see' you.

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