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Posted by whodatninja , 30 March 2014 · 122 views

Im really not feeling with it and its only gotten progressively worse. Theyre just lying to me as usual. I know theyre planning something horrific. I havent gotten everything together yet since i was down last week with bad cold/flu/whatever. I want to leave sooner. The longer i stay im going to lose my shit. I dont want to be some gibbering mess in some back ward or stuck in this hell and just spin my wheels. I almost have option b together since option a im unsure about if it will even work. Option b has a 50/50 chance of success and 100% chance of failure if i mess up the plan. But option b cant be excecuted too soon until option a goes into affect and fails. Another fucking month i need to sit out. He probably got my hopes up too. It seems like i can only save myself and im unreliable. Sticky ducks...


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