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Posted by whodatninja , 09 March 2014 · 155 views

damn it I can't shake crackhead d - he been dialing non stop blowing up my email and FB and now got a car so he can come get me to "hang out". I lied 3 times I'm running low on excuses. he wants me to get drunk & high with him & jump my bones (that's all he saw me for). I hate him because he sold my dog and bicycle for drugs and was abusive. I want nothing to do with him and he don't get the concept of no. he's just as crazy as RJ so I cave sometimes to keep from getting into a fight.
I swear he does this knowing I won't fight because I'm afraid of going back to jail and rotting for 15 years. I'm physically sick just thinking about it :(

right now he's up blowing up my phone. I'm about to turn it off. I'm taking a sleeping pill definitely tonight...

Could you tell him the truth?  I don't know if that would work, but maybe he would leave you alone? I'm sorry this is upsetting you :(

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