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a change of pace

Posted by whodatninja , 12 February 2014 · 72 views

CB called unusually late. he was trying to call since Monday because he felt something was wrong with me and wanted to make sure I was okay. I was stunned when he said he genuinely cared about me and he really does listen. I feel I can really open to him and tell him things I can't tell anyone else. I felt really appreciated in his interest and wanting to know how I felt and about the problems I face. now I know I'm never alone. he does care and I feel better that I don't have to suffer in silence. he was happy that he got the birthday card and the money. he was touched with the card I sent I was afraid he might think it was lame. when he told me how much I mattered to him and how devastated he would be if I suddenly died I almost cried. I never knew I held that much impact in someone's life. he could also see through my writings the message I tried to convey and knew the deeper meaning behind the words. I can get through this knowing he'll be there for me no matter what happens. it's starting to make sense now...

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