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i hate this body

Posted by whodatninja , 11 February 2014 · 62 views

it keeps failing on me. i have to keep pushing forward and pretend everything's fine despite the pain and exhaustion. i'm so sick right now, family bitching at me to eat with them (i hadn't eat much this week because too upset) so had a big dinner. i'm trying to keep it down and it's not making it any better. i look at them and i want to hurt them all. rj's baby is cranky and been screaming all day and my headphones are busted. if i could just kill them all, i would, but it's not in me (i don't like ghosts) so i shove down what i feel swallow my voice and put on a fake smile. i just hope i don't have another nose bleed. then it'll mean my pressure is too high.i already passed out once today. i have work to finish.

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