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not quite with it

Posted by whodatninja , 11 February 2014 · 78 views

I'm hurting so bad right now the tension is driving me up the wall. I decided that maybe I need to step out of my head a minute and let someone else do the driving. I hadn't done it in a few years but it's either let someone else with a stronger capacity do it or have a total breakdown. the vengeful one is raising his hand ooh let me do it but nah bruh not time yet. go sulk in a corner. I have a slim amount of choices now these days. there used to be 20 of them. now I'm looking at 3? ugh I shouldn't have listened to that doctor and convince me about integration. ain't enough pills to tolerate the shit I deal with.
ok I'm down to snotty yet reasonable and rational yet flighty. fuck this can't be all I have guys. seriously I need someone stronger than this and NO NOT YOU IM NOT GOING TO JAIL AGAIN BECAUSE OF YOUR SHIT SO SIT YOUR CRAZY PUNK ASS DOWN. If you act nice you get a cookie. yeah the kind you like that we hardly get. I won't spend the cigarette money. just stay there be good boy and don't say or do anything.
okay flip a coin...

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