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i could scream

Posted by whodatninja , 09 February 2014 · 133 views

hearing my brother's baby screaming (she don't cry, she fucking SCREAMS) makes my neck hurt all the more. i clench my teeth and my hatred of him multiplies a thousandfold. he wants me to take care of that mistake of his. he wants me to be with him forever. my eye is twitching and my throat hurts and it's taking so much out of me to not flip right now. i haven't slept all night. i haven't slept well this week. i have work to do in 6 hours and have to be out of here in 4. my alarm will be going off in 2. at this point .... i can't even form the words. my mind has gone blank and i don't understand what i'm thinking or saying or typing anymore. there's a fucking echo. if this is madness .... it's scary.

Feb 09 2014 04:20 PM
thank you :)

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