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too tired to move

Posted by whodatninja , 08 February 2014 · 79 views

i tried to get up so i could go to the store so i could get some wine and maybe shut up the shit in my brain and my legs won't move. i'm exhausted from fighting sleep all week. i'm afraid of closing my eyes and having another nightmare. i feel so gross and dirty right now. tomorrow's sunday. one more day until monday, i plan to show up at my t's office and demand he talk to me. i'm sick of playing phone tag. i swear, if i hear his damn answering machine one more time, i'll jam it down his throat. and he never returns my calls until like days later. fuck dude, you have no goddamn phone manners? i hate seeing him when i do whenever he makes time for me. i just hope i keep it together and not fucking snap. that's the last thing i need to happen to me.

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