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in the mirror

Posted by whodatninja , 06 February 2014 · 38 views

i look in the mirror and i realise how old i look. i know from living a hard life, from drinking heavily, from smoking constantly, from long sleepless nights, that i'm a haggard mess. i'm running low on concealer to hide the circles under my eyes. now when i go out, i put makeup on to hide the ugliness, the pain, the darkness. i hate it when men tell me i'm pretty. they always want to get in my pants. all i have is a pretty face. my body is nothing but a cum bucket for them. i hate the way i look. no matter what i look like, how muscular i get, how thin i get, i'm always a fat shapeless blob. i still see myself as fat, even when i got down to 120. i miss being on concerta. and the old diet pills. stupid people had to over do it and kill themselves...

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