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music never loud enough

Posted by whodatninja , 05 February 2014 · 109 views

it's never loud enough to drown my thoughts. first the thoughts then the memories then everything else follows and my head is in the toilet. i want the thoguhts to stop. i try to play music that bring me back happy memories, when times were good, but then the bad memories come because of the timeframe and i'm back in the toilet heaving my guts. nothing nothing nothing i can't find peace in anything. everything's a fucking trigger right now. fuck

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... then you know I don't put in trigger.gif labels. Welcome inside my head. You've been warned.

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