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fear of dying

Posted by crazycatlover , in about my feelings 09 April 2014 · 106 views

It's acting up again because this afternoon I'm going to see a specialist who can hopefully figure out what's wrong with my body. for some reason part of me is convinced I'm going to die....
I don't want to die I'm too young I'm only 18....
I want to go to college
I want to find a job I love
I want to live in my own house
i want to find someone I can truly love,who I want to marry
I want to live for many many more years
why do I fear that it will kill me ,my abuse will kill me ,whatever is going on with my body will kill me.....

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