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Its ok

Posted by Figuringitout , 16 February 2014 · 55 views

Todays a new day i feel better then last night. Im out of that dark cloud for now. I still feel alone n distant from all but i feel safe n partly happy. Happy that there is not a shot glass in my hand happy im not hung over happy that im in a better mood. I just wish i could join that chat room to talk to people when im in those dark clouds i just don...


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Trust

Posted by Figuringitout , 15 February 2014 · 63 views

Trust is something a lot of people take for granted. when youre a child all you know is your family. U trust them you love them but what happens when your father takes that trust for granted and fucks you on a regular basis. So the time you had to grow up and find who u r you're too busy trying to shield your father and protect him from your mother findin...


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Breathe

Posted by Figuringitout , 28 January 2014 · 78 views

I'm not a depressed person I would say. I'm always looking at the positive in every situation. Even w this I tell myself God allowed it cause He knew I could handle it. N I believe that whole heartedly. But then at least once every two or three. Months I get hit with this overwhelming depression. Where I call out of work for a week I don't care if. I...


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Weird

Posted by Figuringitout , 28 January 2014 · 46 views

I thought i was over it i thought i moved passed it. Ive been to two counselors n feel worse. I dont kno what to do. Like it haunts me. Everday Noices trigger me. My insides scream constantly.





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