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Frustration & Hurt

Posted by sueb0311 , 18 September 2014 · 166 views

I am so frustrated. My T cancelled for the second time because she is sick. We are supposed to begin EMDR and I work myself up to go and she cancels. 
What's really hurting me tonight is a fight I had this morning with my husband. I needed him near me. When he was getting ready for work, well before getting ready, I asked if he could sit with me. He...


Losing my mind

Posted by sueb0311 , 08 September 2014 · 189 views

Trigger....CSA, SI

Oh boy, the last few days I've been in a funk.

I'm so ashamed since flashbacks and new memories are becoming much more clear. I'm ashamed because I've consistently, as an adult, put myself in unsafe positions. My T told me when you are ready to handle repressed memories, they will come. Problem is, they're coming forth with a vengean...



Posted by sueb0311 , 07 September 2014 · 150 views

I'm a negative person. Period. I always think everyone has a motive of why they want to be in my life. For instance, when I have a friend I'm always looking for what they want instead of just accepting that they just want to be friends. There's got to be some other reason besides just wanting to be friends. Same goes for my personal, intimate life. My H i...

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