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Day 48 Happy Thoughts (Much Better) -- TW

Posted by intrepidshe , in Happy Things 27 January 2014 · 226 views

Trigger Warning. Please don't read the spoiler if talking about SI might trigger.
Jan. 27, 2014 (Countdown: 3 days to gynecologist consultation):
Doing much better now. This anxiety attack was less severe than others. Am I handling them better?
Listening to my favorite band. That's always a happy thing! :-)
Completed a project this evening. It kept...


Day 48 Healing Work (Fighting a Panic Attack at Work)

Posted by intrepidshe , in Healing Work 27 January 2014 · 154 views

Jan. 27, 2014 (Countdown: 3 days to gynecologist consultation):
I think the best I'm going to do today with this posting is complain. I try not to whine with these blog postings. I try to learn something by digging deep and sharing things I have kept concealed. But, today, I am not in that space. Today I am afraid. I feel weak. Broken. Small....

About Intrepid She

This is a moderated PUBLIC blog. This blog is a therapeutic tool I am using to help me get over my fear of doctors (which is made difficult by a history of abuse by them) to learn to grieve, and ultimately to integrate my dis-integrated heart.


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To the many others walking your own version of this path, I wish you well on your journey. -Intrepid


More Healing:


- Framed and Unashamed

- Yarnfoolishness' Journal

- Susanna's Blog

- What's Inside my Head?

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