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Day 45 Happy Thoughts (Must Be Determined)

Posted by intrepidshe , in Happy Things 24 January 2014 · 215 views

Jan. 24, 2014 (Countdown: 6 days to gynecologist consultation):
I feel like I really don't have this posting in me tonight. And, again, I remind myself, that's exactly the reason, and this is exactly the moment to be determined to stick with it. I've been sitting here for an hour waiting for the idea to emerge to propel my fingers across the k...


Day 45 Healing Work (Posting Mid-Anxiety Attack)

Posted by intrepidshe , in Healing Work 24 January 2014 · 169 views

Jan. 24, 2014 (Countdown: 6 days to gynecologist consultation):
I had a disappointment today that has me feeling . . . I don't know what the emotion is. I have already lost my stomach contents once today. I'm dizzy and nauseous. I guess that's anxiety.
It was a small disappointment and I feel incredibly stupid for having such a big reac...

About Intrepid She

This is a moderated PUBLIC blog. This blog is a therapeutic tool I am using to help me get over my fear of doctors (which is made difficult by a history of abuse by them) to learn to grieve, and ultimately to integrate my dis-integrated heart.


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To the many others walking your own version of this path, I wish you well on your journey. -Intrepid


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