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Day 222: Sliding Deeper

Posted by intrepidshe , in Healing Work 21 July 2014 · 154 views

July 20, 2014 Intrepid Age = 150 Days
I had to preoccupy myself with work in order to keep from dissociating and experiencing panic today. Nothing particular going on, nothing new. I'm just still having more pain than I can tolerate. I have to stay out of my body, out of my emotions. I don't know how long this will continue. It's gotten worse every...


Day 221: Hanging on for Dear Life

Posted by intrepidshe , in Healing Work 20 July 2014 · 174 views

July 19, 2014 Intrepid Age = 149 Days
I am having a very tough patch still. I thought I was doing better, but I'm in a deeper hole still. This pain is drawn now in such clear relief. My strength fails me. Something has to give and I don't know what. I feel like I'm hanging on for dear life.

About Intrepid She

This is a moderated PUBLIC blog. This blog is a therapeutic tool I am using to help me get over my fear of doctors (which is made difficult by a history of abuse by them) to learn to grieve, and ultimately to integrate my dis-integrated heart.


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To the many others walking your own version of this path, I wish you well on your journey. -Intrepid


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