Day 237 & 238: Can't Write; Can't Face This Memory
I have a memory I'm processing right now I just can't face writing yet. It's not that it relates to something "worse" than other things that happened to me. But, god, I'm deeply sickened by it. I just can't face saying the words out loud, in so much as writing them here represents that to me.
Maybe tomorrow, maybe not for a few more days.