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Day 204: Horrifying Splinter

Posted by intrepidshe , 03 July 2014 · 241 views

July 2, 2014 Intrepid Age = 132 Days:

I worked until 9:30 pm last night. Afterward I sat with AF and worked out an intensely painful set of memories. I think I might have cried for 2 hours. I can't believe that's even possible.

I don't have time to write it out. But it related to clothing shopping with my step father and everyrhing he did to me. I am leaving presently to go visit friends in another state for the 4th of July.

I plan to post the story from last night some time this weekend. If time allows.

All my best to my dear Pandy's friends.


((((Will miss you))))). Glad you are working in those splinters. Be kind to yourself. Have a good break away from work. Rest and enjoy yourself and just 'be' in each moment. :hug: Mand
Jul 03 2014 10:42 AM


Sitting with you.

Purification. Painful but really good for your freedom. Proud of you, as usual!

I'm sorry you struggle with such painful things, but I'm glad you will find some time to let little Intrepid play and enjoy friendships smile.png    Wishing you the best.  hug.gif  hug.gif  hug.gif

aw have an awesome holiday...... you so deserve it.

enjoy yourself.  Take good care of you.hug.gif

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This is a moderated PUBLIC blog. This blog is a therapeutic tool I am using to help me get over my fear of doctors (which is made difficult by a history of abuse by them) to learn to grieve, and ultimately to integrate my dis-integrated heart.


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