Day 94: Breakthrough!
I already said the following in a comment, but I have been crying (I can't believe that!) since I wrote it. It's really important to me and I decided to make it it's own posting.
I am realizing that opening up to you all here is the kind of communication I need, the connecting I have missed. When something happens to one of you, I feel it. I rejoice when good things happen and I feel angry or sad when you're hurting.
Someone, my memory can't retrieve who, said it is more difficult to accept love than to give love. I have become vulnerable and opened my heart here. I am learning to give and to receive.
I can't find the words to express what this means to me, what you mean to me.
I really am the Tin Man.