What am I suppose to do
I did not call anyone as a witness for the hearing at my school. I didn't want them to have to go through that too. He called the friend who introduced me to him as a witness for the first hearning. After the hearing she said that she didn't realize it was going to be that hard. Yesterday his lawyer asked her to be a witness for another trial/hearing that I know nothing about. She agreed to be a witness for him (which is so dumb on his part because what she said did not help him in the slightest..it supported everything I had said).
Today she texted me saying that things feel awkward between us and like she is walking on eggshels. Granted, I did freak out on the phone when she told me it was not over and went all sorts of definsive on her and how I though it was all ridiculous that the lawyer even contacted her (with a few choice words). I told her I will call her tomorrow but I don't know what to say. Do I say I am pissed that she agreed to be a witness because it feels like she thinks she ows him something. Can I say that I feel like she has taken his side the entire time and that I know she doesn't think it was rape. Am I allowed to tell her that her definition of rape (a stranger jumping out of the bushes) is super rare and that I did nothing wrong. Or do I say that I am so angry she didn't walk across the street to me when I called her saying that I did not want to go home with him. Can I tell her that I feel betrayed that she is still "friends" with him after this. I don't know what to do in this situation. All of that is truly how I feel but if I said that it would be bad. I don't want to give him the power to ruin a friendship. She is one of my best friends and is flying across the country to celebrate the new year with me. I wish I had just run away from him or faught back but I didn't. I just wish it never happened.