but at the same time I cannot run away far enough from people I hate. I always feel like they are following me, even though they maybe are not. I always feel like they are.
Half of me is always running away, and the other half feels so worthless for the time I wasted running away. I wish I could just destroy the people that I hate.
I still feel so worthless in my boyfriends eyes. I feel like he thinks I am stupid and lazy.