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Trying to move on is like trying to swim in ice

Posted by tickingtimebomb , 15 December 2013 · 160 views

frozen in time
frozen in place 
when will you leave me alone? 
this brain is not built for two
overloaded
overstuffed
retreat to what feels safe
retreat to the 'before' memories
yes that's the one! 
you loved me then
...then you loved me too much
i was so little
so weak
so trusting 
how coul...


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Your Gone...but are you? (sorry if it triggers)

Posted by tickingtimebomb , 07 December 2013 · 164 views

Your Gone.....
Your in a grave where you belong
yet you still live on in my head
telling me you were in the right
pushing me to be someone I disgust...and  telling me I like it
still threatening me not to tell 
it's like your still watching me ...controlling me....
it's debilitating 
like drowning in blac...





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