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Madder than a Hatter, but Twice as Fun

Posted by vakry , 02 December 2013 · 157 views

"My favorite movie is Spiderman 2. The scene on the train where his identity is revealed and everyone agrees not to tell."
 
"I pulled myself out of the darkness. I can do it again."
 
"I decided I want to be the light. When alone in the dark... be your own light."
 
 
"I'm unique and ppl seem to like me at my worst... so that's someth...


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Poetry +trigger warning+

Posted by vakry , 02 December 2013 · 135 views

=Trigger WARNING=
 
 
 
 
 
At the park. Dead of Night. Over my Shoulder. Nothing there.
A feeling. Dark. On the edge of Thought. Beyond Reason. Not without Suspicion.
A vice in the Belly. A catch in Breath. A cold hard hand Gripping. A tear Slipping.
Me away. One Becomes Two. Two is One. Two Places at Once.
Heart wrenching. Stoma...


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gender queer

Posted by vakry , 01 December 2013 · 162 views

I thought about blogging about my adventures in genderqueerdom..... I don't know how many really want to hear about it or if is even worth doing. I just don't know. It's really right now the safest topic I can come up with for me at the moment. I need a focus of some sort. I just don't know if  I really wanna put it all out there.....


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fake it

Posted by vakry , 30 November 2013 · 136 views

So... watched movies. Hung up Christmas stuff. Took kids to the park. Had a few weak moments. Got more stuff for kids for holiday. Kids playing video games with their biolog dad. I'm just sitting here you know... wanting to hang myself.


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Struggling

Posted by vakry , 30 November 2013 · 148 views

Today I locked myself in a freezer for a while. They say cold helps certain things. I thought about actually using direct ice, but.... I kinda of had an audience and putting ice on myself without you know.. a good reason I want them to know about.... probably wouldn't be good.
 
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I panicked twice today for no reason. Once I nearly vomited....






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